i will pass the years
as I’ve passed the year
thank god the truth is here
it is quiet now that it’s turned around,
the ringing in your ear
you expected something to change
but it all stayed the same
and grew to be greater
than what you had feared,
escaping from the frame
i’m to blame
i am endlessly stubborn
about being stubborn
but that is why i am alive;
and i will never again
let somebody else decide
who was right?
who really cares?
i haven’t wanted much else
since the day I grew aware
that a kind
and most beautiful sunrise
was waiting for me
and like a budding horizon
the timing’s important,
which means that i truly
have not wasted a moment
let me show you the paper
that I have been folding,
the feathers in cranes
have been so lovingly woven
now free of a Midas,
I am free to be golden
emboldened to speaking
i told him i cared
but he never did get it,
and nor did he have to
in our secret garden,
she waits for me there